So as well as having a Crohn’s flare up I have also managed to catch somebodies germs. I think it is just a cold that I am going to get but at the moment I just have one heck of a sore throat.
It really is annoying that the first time I go out of the house in ages is the time that I catch the cold, I had been doing really well this winter and not managed to catch any colds or viruses. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that it will clear up within a few days and not last for weeks on end.
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love. :-) x
So it’s amazing how things can change within a couple days. I don’t want to say too much at the moment because not everything if set in stone but all I can say is, if all goes to plan this summer is going to be absolutely amazing.
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love :-) x
I really wish had some good thing’s to write about but unfortunately I don’t. My stomach is still playing up and I have started choking myself every time I eat so that means my oeosphageal stricture has started to narrow again. I know I should be grateful that it has stayed open for 8 weeks but I was really hoping that I wouldn’t have to have another dilation for at least 4 months but maybe I was being a bit over ambitious.
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love :-) x
So today I decided to do some baking, the last time I baked was gingerbread men at Christmas. I normally love baking but I just haven’t felt like doing it recently.
So tonight I had a takeaway and dvd night with a couple of friends. I love having a dvd night’s because I am able have fun without take to much out of myself.
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love :-) x
So I wasn’t really sure if I was going to write about this but I thought it would maybe help some of you.
In my last diary entry I said that I was going to get one my teeth pulled out but I didn’t and all I can say is Wednesday night was a very bad night. After I wrote I went to clean my teeth before I went to bed and I broke another 2 teeth so after that happened I snapped and had a massive meltdown. Over the past month I had been trying to ingore my emotions and not get upset about what had been happening. I was trying to carry on as normal but not expressing my emotions was not a good idea because when they came out it was really bad, I couldn’t stop crying, I couldn’t sleep, I had a massive anixiety attack, I felt sick, I gave myself a sore stomach and I also gave myself a really sore chest. I ended up spending some of the night lying on the living room floor stroking my cat to try and help calm me down but it took me over 6 hours to get myself sorted out.
Thankfully after Wednesday’s nights meltdown I have been feeling okay and I coped pretty well when my rectal wound started bleeding on Saturday night, so fingers crossed I never have a meltdown like that for a very,very,very long time
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love :-) x
So things have been up and down since I last wrote an entry but I am still thinking positive. On Monday I had a recovery day, I really didn’t do that much on my birthday but it really did take it out of me but it was totally worth it, I haven’t had a really good birthday in a long time.
On Tuesday I went over to my best friend’s house in the afternoon to give her and her family a piece of birthday cake. It is so nice to have such a good friend and especially one that is so understanding and supportive, so we spent the afternoon having a good old talk and plenty of giggles.
Today I didn’t really do that much because my crohn’s was playing up, I just had shower, changed my ileostomy and then spent the rest of the day in bed. I though it would be probably be better to rest then push myself today because tomorrow is going to be a busy day, so please mother nature could you be very kind and not make it snow tonight.
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love :-) x
So today was my 25th birthday and I had the most amazing day, it was the best birthday that I have had in a long time. I really didn’t do that much I just spent it with family but that is how I always like to spend my birthday’s, because I was still able to eat I had one of favourite foods for my birthday tea which was cottage pie and I had a very large slice of cake for my pudding.
I was very spoilt this year I got an iPad mini, a scarf and some very posh chocolates. I really hope that my birthday next year will be as amazing as this year.
Keep Strong, Keep Fighting, Crohnie Love :-) x
